Poly Nirvana

Love, Life and Rational Polyamory

~In Brief~

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“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.” -Jack Canfield

What I’m really afraid of is that I don’t have it in me to do this hard thing well. That I’m not loving enough, understanding enough, selfless enough. That I don’t have it in me, to do good poly. That I will get too tired; too weary.

Some days I just don’t want to think about it any more. I don’t want to communicate, I don’t want to be mindful, I don’t want to be in it for the greater good. I want to have what I want, what I need, NOW. I don’t want to wait.

I love the theory of polyamory. But sometimes, the practice of poly is exhausting.

The end.

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