I want to write, but it feels as if I have forgotten how.
I want to sleep, but it feels as if my brain will never be quiet.
I want to cross everything off of my Big To Do List, but there is always something else to be added.
I want to get in my car, and drive to Somewhere Else, which I think secretly means, I want to get in my car, drive to Somewhere Else, and be Someone Else. (Just for a little while.)
I want to eat another pumpkin chocolate chip cookie, but I already had two, and it puzzles me that I just want to eat all the cookies, regardless.
I want to write. I haven’t forgotten how. I just need to begin.
My partner and I have been married for 5 years and poly for life. While we have been polyamorous together things have been a bit difficult, running into issues here and there. After we changed our ‘rules’ to be simply just open communication and honesty things got a lot easier. Thanks for your posting, we love reading about other people in similar relationships and how to navigate the emotions behind everything.
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