This is an excercise in non-structured structure.
I’ve set my timer for fifteen minutes, and I am just going to write. I have been worried and tense lately, and though I usually feel as if I am keeping my head above water, lately I feel myself choking on the seawater more and more frequently. I can’t write, though I want to, often. My mind is everywhere, and nowhere, and I worry that my lack of focus will make for a very substandard blog post.
(I’m a perfectionist, ya’ll.)
I had a long dinner with Mrs. A tonight. It was supposed to be a quick dinner, but…it wasn’t.
What is it about non-monogamy that makes people act so weird? (Myself included.) She’s madly in love with the man I love. He loves both of us, as well as his wife CC. I’m a little freaked, Mrs. A’s a little freaked, and though I haven’t talked to CC this week, I expect shes at least slightly freaked.
I’m not sure if Special Man Friend is freaked at all.
Anyway. Upcoming topics:
~My Tiny Foods birthday party last weekend, at which my mother showed up unannounced and met her daughter’s boyfriend’s wife.
~My grand plan to start my own photography business in 2015 and greatly reduce the number of hours I work as an RN.
~Multiple Endocrine Neoplasia, Type 2A, and what will be happening in 12 days.
~Intimacy vs. possessiveness.
(Fifteen minutes isn’t very long…)