~March~

So March is my anniversary month for the blog.

I love my blog.  I have gotten so much pleasure and satisfaction from it.  I love that I have readers in Germany, and Canada, and dozens of other places.  I love the comments and the commenters.  Sometimes the stories spill from me in an instant, and sometimes I don’t write for weeks, because there’s nothing there.  It’s not time yet.

Then, when the stories come back, I feel so good, so settled, so whole.  When the words elude me, I sit and stare at the screen of my laptop, and wait.  Sometimes I wait a long time, before closing my computer and promising to come back later.

I am able to see some of the search terms that people use to find Poly Nirvana.  They can be downright hilarious…

• polyamory secondary gets scraps (ouch)
• I am terrified of the game changer polyamory  (Right there with you, sometimes.)
• compersion love hot poly  (Hey, as long as it’s HOT poly.)
• polyamorous relationship bullshit  (haha)
• strawberry pumpkin pet name (Aw.)
• ginger girl finds succubus (Love it!)
• professorpolyamory daughter (weird, right?)
• he doesnt communicate oftenly. does my manfriend really love me? (Oftenly?? But YES to MANFRIEND!)
• succubus wants my cock (awesome!)
• emotion fucks thought  (Word.)
• fuck you back  (How on earth did this search term get someone here??)
• unicorn girl polyamorous  (Oh no you didn’t…)

I seriously love that this little space of mine is two years old.