In the two and a half months since my breakup, I have:

  • cut my hair off
  • lost twenty pounds
  • detoxed from all sugar and grains
  • given up my (formerly) beloved diet Pepsi completely
  • signed up for a 5K
  • started to make peace with the fact that I have clinical depression.  For real.
  • read a dozen new books
  • binge watched American Horror Story, The Office, The Walking Dead, Bates Motel
  • cried at work in front of my sweet boss
  • started attending a grief support group for survivors of suicide loss
  • wondered if anyone would ever love me again
  • hit OKCupid again
  • had a date with someone new
  • told a date that we just didn’t click
  • switched to decaf, from regular coffee
  • sang karaoke
  • reached out to friends for emotional support
  • missed Special Man Friend more often than I wish
  • tried my hand at painting
  • cried while my mother held my hand
  • started feeling every single emotion that has been buried for several years
  • begged the universe to return me to my formerly numb state
  • thanked the universe for allowing me to feel again
  • and a hundred other things




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