People who know me laugh when I say that I’m shy. Apparently I fake being outgoing incredibly well. After some thought, and acceptance of How I Am, vs Who I Should Be (according to who? Society? The media? The image in my head of how a grown-up lady is supposed to act and feel?) IContinue reading “~Progress~”
Monthly Archives: June 2013
~Stuck~
I can’t write. I am frozen, because my self-edit button is constantly on. I’m not quite anonymous here, and I’m constantly wondering who I know, knows that this is me. I know my guy does, which means my Metamour does. So when I want to say something like, “I’m pretty sure my boyfriend’s wife wishesContinue reading “~Stuck~”
~Dating~
Dating makes me feel like the junior high wallflower, tongue-tied and awkward and sick to my stomach. I’m a little bit of an extrovert-leaning introvert. (If that makes any sense.) I’d rather be home alone than have to sit on a first date and wonder what this stranger thinks of me… And I’d really ratherContinue reading “~Dating~”