Today I met SMF for lunch. He told me he needed space and distance to decide what he needs and wants. Ironically, I almost told him the same thing about a month ago. That I needed space and distance. I wrote a long email discussing some of the hurts of our relationship that I stillContinue reading “~Forward~”
Monthly Archives: November 2016
~New~
I’m seeing someone new. He’s sweet, kind, affectionate. He’s cooked for me, confided in me, asked to see me every day. I’m cautious. Nervous. I’m trying to go at my own pace, even though it means I have to tell him I can’t see him every day, and it feels awkward. We’ve only had a fewContinue reading “~New~”
~Again~
“When you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life,Continue reading “~Again~”
~Risk~
When I broke things off with Special Man friend, I had no plans past that day; that week. I gave up. I walked away from the most important chosen relationship of my adult life, for several reasons, which I have been trying to make sense of, and peace with for several months. I had noContinue reading “~Risk~”