Today I asked Special Man Friend not to pursue anything with someone who is really making me uncomfortable. I went back and forth about it. Was it a veto? Was it unreasonable? Was I just being a big poly baby? I decided that asking for something was definitely not a veto. I didn’t demand. IContinue reading “~Needs~”
Monthly Archives: March 2016
~Reboot~
I keep starting blog posts, then losing interest after a paragraph or two. Or, rather, I start to think to myself, This is dumb, who wants to read about this? And then I try to think of something more interesting, more insightful, more…just more. My draft folder is full of snippets and incomplete thoughts. HereContinue reading “~Reboot~”
~The 200~
Our Poly Network continues to grow. We planned a night out to celebrate our 200th member, and by the time the night rolled around we were at 240. In Boise. It’s what I’ve wanted for such a long time. Community is such an amazing resource. CC and Special Man Friend were in Texas for aContinue reading “~The 200~”
~Worthy~
I asked for something I wanted yesterday. Today I was told, Yes, you can have it. I felt valued, and I felt valuable. I still found myself wondering when the other shoe would drop. I don’t want to be that girl. I want to believe, no, I want to know, that there are good thingsContinue reading “~Worthy~”